It is with a heavy heart with which I write today, as my life has been turned upside down. My first friend just was killed in a paintball gun misfire yesterday. I had known him since I was four, and it's not the best way to watch someone go after tweleve years of friendship. To Jeff.

For the past month, life has been a wreck. I broke the breaks in my car, lost my friend, broke up with my first girlfriend, lost all respect at work, and just realized that my algebra one credit is no good, just to name a few. I've lost the will to draw, play video games, or read.

If anyone could give me a word of advice, or help me in anyway, please leave a comment. thx